critical mass

In life you think you know how something is going to go and then all
of a sudden you get fucking slapped in the face and gotta grit your
teeth and take it like a man but sometimes you just gotta pull back
and let loose, cause sometimes people need to hear it.

They need to hear it so that there protective bubble is just that a
bubble that can burst at any moment it's fragil and delicate and will
pop when any pressure is applied and they either form and bounce off
or they subcome to the force and pop and give up.

That moment is a pivotal point in a persons life when you finally get
the choice to choose who is on and who's out of your life (pop there
bubble) or decide who stays (forming and bouncing) I think I have
reached the point in my like were I have come to terms in my life it's
time to get rid of the dead weight.

So to people who I haven't talked to in a while it's for a reason! And
I realized is that I really could care fucking less what the hell
people think of me I'm going to be the real me and stop sugar coating
shit and if that leaves me with no friends then were we truly friends?

Since it seems I'm always the person that seems to supply with the
support and time and break my neck to help people out an really don't
get jack shit back, time that shit comes to a end and start looking
out for me.

There are certain people that I will still look out for, and will
always look out for no matter what an they know this but some people
think there in the circle but I'm just being nice to not upset other
peoples relailtionships but there will come a day for those people
when they will realize what side they stand and they maybe shocked.
But oh well my fault you suck at knowing who's playing you like a fool.