tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-132660222024-03-13T07:26:59.947-07:00Real Men Listen To CountryI am a guy who has a good sense of humor and like to hang out and talk to new and interesting people.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-78853863525784290852011-06-11T01:41:00.000-07:002011-06-11T02:06:52.264-07:00Black holeSo as of about 5 months ago life was fine, everyday was the same wake up go to work with the grandpa and come home. Then one day that all changed I was in charge grandpa was home sick with a cold "cold". Later that was diagnosed as leukemia. Then the sudden realization of your father figure having cancer as the only person in your life who has always been there and showed you how to be a man being bed ridden and ill, after seeing for 23 yrs day after day seeing him be the MAN of the house and the one everyone in the family loved and cares about. IT feels like I just got sucker punched in the gut cant catch my breath everything is happening so fast.<br /><br />Trying to fill those shoes when Im no where near the man he is, the pressure the amount of stress, I now know why my grandpa had done the things he had done in his life it just makes our bond stronger. I see why alcohol was a release for him, from the pressure of the countless of people that were trying to suck him dry when he was doing well and him trying to compesate cause he is the nice one in the family, always making sure everyone is taken care of. What ever you need Don Tono will take of it and make sure you are welcomed and feel at home.<br /><br />But what I have realized during this change in situation is that even though my grandpa has done so much for so many people during his life and during this time when the people he has employed given money too and always been a positive re-enforcement and been a so called "father figure" and other kind words those people are no where to be found. It just makes someone like myself realize when some one tells me that I am just like my grandfather i have to realize, yeah we are both very nice to the people we care about and we both enjoy having a drink or six but one thing i have learned is that sometimes when shit hits the fan the only people you can truly count on are the people that you have in your close circle everyone else will just fade away, cause you are no longer able to help them.<br /><br />As my last words on this blog post I dont care, the old me is gone forever. The caring of what other people think is gone, the worrying if what I am doing is right is gone, I used to care what but what I have learned is that caring only leaves you open to looking like a fool. And I aint no fool. New me, new outlook. This may sound very "selfish" but sometimes in this thing called life we all have to be a little selfish.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-25989148560524410322010-01-20T03:02:00.000-08:002010-01-20T03:53:05.689-08:00The C wordYou say I don't care enough, when I do care you say I care too much, so I just won't care.<br /><br />As I lay here thinking of all that has happened I've realized that I am not perfect, not invincable. And I honestly feel ok with that, I don't want to be perfect what's the fun in that. I don't want to be invincable then I would never know what is like to live, feel joy, excitemet, pain. I gues what they say is right as you get older you start to realize things for what they truly are and not the materialistic things.<br /><br />I haven't had the easiest life, but it also hasn't been the hardest life either. Yes my mom had me when she was 16 when she had me and I know most people where just hoping for me to follow in her footsteps, but even as a child I saw the strugles she had to go thru to make sure I was taken care of and in good health and I honestly knew I couldn't do half of what she did. My grandparents have put up with more of my shit than I think any granparents have ever experianced, but no matter what happens they are always there, we could have an arguement and then 3 min later be making jokes about each other, I always found it funny when I was younger people would say you are just like your grandpa. I thought it was because of how much we both drink hahaha but now I've started to see the same personality he has I will have when I'm older. I can't leave the old lady out we have the most back and forth love hate relationship and if you where to walk into one of our conversations you would think we hate each other, but it's the wierdest way that we show or love to each other and that we care. I may complain about doing house choirs now that I'm out of the house but I do them becaue I care. <br /><br />My two wonderful aunts, if they just read that they probably think I want something. You two each have helped mold me into the person I am and on different occasions kept me from killing the grandparents, and I can always count on you ladies to be there for me with some sort of advice or just show that you care. My sisters, I love these two little girls dearly, and would do anything for them, it sucks we live in different states but they know I'm just a phone call away, and will be there for all the big events graduations, weddings etc. Big brother always here. My secound mother my madrina, well I honestly can never repay you for everything that you have done for me taken me in as your own I always know I have a bed and a plate of food (even if it's takeout) at your place, and I appreciate it.<br /><br />Cousins I will say that everyone of you has had an important part in my life be it, hanging out, playing games, dancing, talking, everything when I know I need to just get a pick me up you guys are always there more like brothers and sisters than cousions but I wouldn't have it any other way. My friends I will say that I have surrounded myself with the best, good hearted and well meaning people I can think of, so many stories which each one and I'm glad you've put up with some of my crap " your born into a family, friends are the family you choose" I guess I got luck got a great group of family and friends that I know care for me and know I care for them.<br /><br />So yea I do care because I have a great group of people that do care for me and I care for them. <br /><br />Thanks for caring, <br />GabeGabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-50910443134202720542009-03-24T20:43:00.000-07:002009-03-24T20:46:08.440-07:00critical massIn life you think you know how something is going to go and then all <br />of a sudden you get fucking slapped in the face and gotta grit your <br />teeth and take it like a man but sometimes you just gotta pull back <br />and let loose, cause sometimes people need to hear it.<br /><br />They need to hear it so that there protective bubble is just that a <br />bubble that can burst at any moment it's fragil and delicate and will <br />pop when any pressure is applied and they either form and bounce off <br />or they subcome to the force and pop and give up.<br /><br />That moment is a pivotal point in a persons life when you finally get <br />the choice to choose who is on and who's out of your life (pop there <br />bubble) or decide who stays (forming and bouncing) I think I have <br />reached the point in my like were I have come to terms in my life it's <br />time to get rid of the dead weight.<br /><br />So to people who I haven't talked to in a while it's for a reason! And <br />I realized is that I really could care fucking less what the hell <br />people think of me I'm going to be the real me and stop sugar coating <br />shit and if that leaves me with no friends then were we truly friends?<br /><br />Since it seems I'm always the person that seems to supply with the <br />support and time and break my neck to help people out an really don't <br />get jack shit back, time that shit comes to a end and start looking <br />out for me.<br /><br />There are certain people that I will still look out for, and will <br />always look out for no matter what an they know this but some people <br />think there in the circle but I'm just being nice to not upset other <br />peoples relailtionships but there will come a day for those people <br />when they will realize what side they stand and they maybe shocked. <br />But oh well my fault you suck at knowing who's playing you like a fool.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-49218732375106429552009-02-26T10:31:00.000-08:002009-02-26T11:04:44.073-08:00whirlwindwow what and interesting month this has been, I don't even know where to begin. Let's just say I have been to vegas 2 twice this month back to back weekends, los angeles once and mexico once!!!!<br /><br />So needless to say my body has been thru a lot,and unfortunetly I caught a case of pnuemonia. But I am all better now. Yay!!<br />Now I have just realized that my grandparents anniversary is going to push my move back alittle since it would be rough starting a new job and requesting time off, so looks like I'll be moving mid july.<br />So I have decided I'm going to put my bartending knowledge to use since it seems like I'll be doing that as my job in nyc,so a we get closer to the move 5 months thing are starting to become more real. It makes the heart race alittle faster, the palms get alittle clamy. So now the big worry is finding an apartment that we can call home for a long time. After we find a new place thing should settle down and we should be good for a very long time.<br />I'll try to update more often but well see what time allows hopefully this post finds everyone in good health and prosperity in these rough time...keep you heads up.<br /><br />BB KingGabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-57201211169805310612008-07-28T13:10:00.000-07:002008-07-28T13:12:49.707-07:00Its been a long time....Oh wow its been almost an year since my last post and a lot in my life has changed let's get reaquanted.<br /><br />Ok well to begin with I got a new job after my last blog now I'm at a mortgage servicing company...its a good job it pays the bills. Well after that I kinda stayed stagnent for a while.<br /><br /> Until about febuary of this year I decided I needed to move out from my grand parents. Don't get me wrong I love my grandpa and grandma they are great and they have been supportive in what ever I have ever wanted to do they basiclly shaped me as a person...but so did other people...I decided to move in with my cousions joe and nat. And it has been a new experience every couple of day. I've found out a lot about myself and what I can do as a person. Its been an amazing experiance.<br /><br /> Well then I turned the big 21 which in and of itself was an awsome experiance, which like most everyone else I got completly hammered and can't remember much from that whole week. But then after that everything has been very blah the norm not really doing much just work,home,sleep and repeat except for the occasions when I will go out to a bar/club.<br /><br /> Then one day while sitting in my cube at work(just as I'm doing now) it hit me I need to get out of colorado. I need to move I've just been here spinning my wheels not doing much productive. So I decided to go back to my birthplace NYC. Its gonna be an awsome new experiance, and I have already found a school that I am very interested in attending for my sport managment. And it has come to me as a surprise on how much support my family has given me for the move.<br /> <br />So roughly around this time next year me and my compi(joe) will be on the road to nyc.<br /><br />Well I think that's enough for today(gotta get back to work) and I will make it a habbit to post more often a lot shorter I gaurentee.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-86175316668750744252007-08-30T22:24:00.001-07:002007-08-30T22:24:45.082-07:00TRUSTTrust, it is one word everyone talks about but some people just belive its their given right since they are walking this earth that they deserve everyones trust. Well god damn then I should be the poster boy for TRUST but unfortunetly that aint real.<br /><br /> What is real is that their are some people in this world that you can trust and some people that you say you trust but in the back of you mind in the most darkest hidden part of your brain you are like shit I cant Trust this person with shit but since this world has become so obsessed all the superfical stuff that people have that they dont care what the Person is for the Person but more for the possesion that they have and what they dont have or what that certain person can help you do "use" for.<br /><br /> Aint that a Bitch cause I have found recently that I have been characterized by people that I Trusted or use to Trust that I am a easy push over can be taken for granted well if your reading this you know who you are,cause shit gets around.This isnt directed exactly at one person but a couple of people that I have heard and kinda have had the felling that they might have said but since I consider I had their Trust like they had mine, and just turned a deaf ear to eat but god, you can only hear the same thing so many time before your like damn what the hell and when you try to contact these people all you get is NOTHING, and to belive i thought these people that I could consider these people family,brothers,sisters that I would of taken a bullet for them, and I guess it is like they say it doesnt hurt when you know some is talking shit about but when you dont see it, it hurts the most, and I am not one to hold a grudge but their are some shit that you just cant let go.Well Trust has been something that I know or thought I knew people still belive in, I know that their are some people out their that are thinking is he talking about "ME" well if that thought crosses your mind then case in point were is the Trust cause if you Trust me I am one of the most loyal friends and family members out their and the Trust is their on my side.<br /><br /> Well I hope everyone takes a secound to see if the people that they surround themselves with are people they truely Trust or do you have not?<br /><br />Well hope everyone enjoys who reads this just had to get some stuff out their.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-73651588436824864792007-03-29T00:31:00.001-07:002007-03-29T00:31:27.263-07:00Very interesting<embed allowscriptaccess="never" allownetworking="internal" enablejavascript="false" src="http://dna.imagini.net/friends/swf/widget.swf" quality="best" bgcolor="#000000" width="340" height="240" name="widget" align="middle" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" flashvars="bgcolor=#000000&i1=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_3E2C1F8F.jpeg&c1=Keep it real on the streets&i2=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_57540F5B.jpeg&c2=Driving around in my auto mobile&i3=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-2B750FCD.jpeg&c3=UMMMMM&i4=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_438084AE.jpeg&c4=Love to Drive&i5=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-3A0F44BD.jpeg&c5=fake lips now.&i6=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-5081077C.jpeg&c6=Maybe Someday&i7=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_71114A35.jpeg&c7=I love to sleep&i8=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_42E67A46.jpeg&c8=Nice and COMFY&i9=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-39EF8686.jpeg&c9=Spend time with that special someone&i10=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-3DA9302E.jpeg&c10=I LOVE SPEED AND MY CAR&i11=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_494EB337.jpeg&c11=Good relaxing times&i12=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-5F62B222.jpeg&c12=Good times&i13=http://dna.imagini.net/i/RESIZE_-1B4C950E.jpeg&c13=Calm&moodlabel=SOFISTICAT&lovelabel=LOVE BUG&funlabel=THRILLER&habitslabel=HIGH TIME ROLLER&uid=156973-0df0&srv=iwebcl5"></embed> <div style="text-align:center; width:340px;height:25px;margin-top:0px; border-top:1px solid rgb(150,150,150);background-color:rgb(0,0,0);padding:5px 0 0 0; font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size:11px;"><a href="http://networking.imagini.blueorange.co.uk/vdna.php?uid=156973-0df0&srv=iwebcl5" style="color:rgb(255,255,255)">Read my VisualDNA</a><span style="font-size:10px;color:#cccccc">™</span> <a href="http://dna.imagini.net/friends/" style="color:rgb(255,255,255) ">Get your own VisualDNA™</a></div>Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-46046987579577344152007-03-27T00:25:00.000-07:002007-03-27T00:26:01.348-07:00illnessWell for the past month i have been here at my house with a illness, that some people know about,and some dont well i think its time for everyone to know cause i have conqured this illness. The illness is Staph infection, basiclly my blood was infected.<br /> <br />And that if they could not control the infection from spreading from my ankle the blood could get into my brain and heart and i could DIE, death that is one thing that i know is comeing, but i have so much to live for so much to see. This has made me see life in a different light, makes me see what is truly important, that their are some people that will always be their to help you through this rought patch. I would like to thank all my friends and family members that have helped me get through some of the depressed times after doctor appointments when it just seemed that all i got was bad news. When they told me that i was goin to have a tube placed in my arm to take antibiotics through IV cause the infection was that bad that not a normal pill would suffice. I have realized that i was meant to over come this that i was meant to take this time to slow down and look at my life and see what i could change to make it better, since i have been home for a whole month and i have realized that something are not worth worrying yourself over and something and somepeople that are worth worrying about.<br /><br />Well i hope that when i go on Wed that i am cleared and they take this tube out of my arm.And that i can return to what i know as normal, thanks again to my close friends and familyGabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-11818623872770530662007-02-28T22:59:00.000-08:002007-02-28T23:11:44.270-08:00DrinkingHmmmm how this world has either turned its back on me or made me full of rage,anger,sorrow all at the sametime, that when drinking comes in.<br /><br />It seems to be something that i do when i am faced with tough times and when i am feeling sad and dont know what to do. I have lost both my great-grandparents in the past six months. That has put alot of pressure and stress on me, i know that i have Karla,Joe,Nat and Caro to talk to but when i seem to find myself by myself i seem to pour a drink to forget about it all and to relax and try to go back to a place were i knew what the hell was going on and not feeling so sad, i think the fact that i have lost so much in so little time, has made me more cold and heartless than i have every been, I would say i am an ass sometimes to people that dont know me but in reality i dont put up with people shit and, i like to have everything out on the tabel, and if you dont like what i got to then i could care less and being blunt is what i do.<br /><br />So i have been told today that their maybe more sickness in my family again, and this is probly goin to be the straw that breaks me, and then i would not know what to do, i am not saying i have a drinking problem but at this time in mylife it is probly the only thing that makes me feel calm and relaxed, and able to cope with all this messed up world has to offer and it seems like i cant go a month with out haveing something pop up that is another ding to the soul, and another ding to my liver. Well i believe in karma and i have been playing this song for almost half-an hour and it is what i am can relate to right now. so here you guys go i am leaveing you guys with some JT<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/b0VSBWsQqf8"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/b0VSBWsQqf8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object>Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1165302559141306062006-12-04T23:08:00.000-08:002006-12-04T23:10:25.126-08:00LifeWow what has happened, i have seen death,betrayl and illness spread throught my life in this past year alone, it has opened my eyes to what is real to me and what i thought was true and real, was actually fake and not worth the time it had taken away from me.<br /><br />I am glad that i have gotten in touch with my good friends that are my other family, and i am also happy that i have gotten to meet new people that i have found i can have a fun and good time with.<br /><br />This is has probly been one of the toughest years of my life, with work, and personal life and all that other good crap that happens once you grow up.<br /><br />Well hopefully i can have more to look forward to next year. Which is going to be awsome i can tell. Well like people say you gotta keep you head up and keep moveing ahead, greatness dose not wait for anyone so dont be late. This is probly the song that best represents my mood<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FwR2Ge22Ndg"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FwR2Ge22Ndg" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1163749477687320552006-11-16T23:32:00.000-08:002006-11-16T23:44:37.700-08:00How long has it really beenWell i has been close to a month since i had posted here and some other people that should remain name less have asked me to post so i will. My life has kinda been in a haze of confusion, i dont know what to do. and i usually could care less but it keeps comeing back to vandelizing some property that belongs to someone, but cause i am a better person i will not go their.<br /><br />I am actually enjoying my job which is awsome. and is always a good thing. I enjoy most of my co-workers.<br /><br />I just cant wait till xmas cause it is goin to be so much fun. when the tf5 is reunited. it will be alot of fun time, and food. well this is kinda a random post so i will leave you guys with the new jay-z video show me what you got, jay-z is one of the best rappers of all time in my opinon.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GRpSXEilpLE"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GRpSXEilpLE" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object><br /><br />hope you enjoy maybe i will have a better things to post about later<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1160018618783584542006-10-04T20:11:00.000-07:002006-10-04T21:05:29.140-07:00Nice GuysWow the following i am about to post is sooooo true it is scary. I would consider myself a nice guy<br />well here it goes.<br /><br /><br />By: Garrett Hols<br /><!--EndMyInfo--><!--Freetext--> It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside.<br /><br /> The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that.<br /><br />However, girls don’t see it for some reason or another. They look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad story to about their asshole boyfriend. But the nice guy isn’t THAT naïve. He was trying to score with the girl he listens to all along. The problem is that since he is a nice guy he keeps listening. Since girls get attached to things that pay attention to them, they think of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. They don’t say, “Oh he’s hot” or “I want to have his children” about the nice guy, they just want the emotional support. When they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they don’t need it from the asshole.<br /><br />The nice guy gets the shit end of the stick while the asshole gets all the action. I am starting to wonder if being a nice guy is really the route to take to get action… I have been down this path for all of my post-pubescent life and it has gotten me NOWHERE… at least not in the women department. Perhaps another reason why girls fall for the asshole is because assholes ignore the girl they are with. The women wonder, “Why isn’t he paying attention to me?” so they explore why. They poke and prod and get closer to the asshole. They start to get easier with each attempt to get closer. The asshole finally says, “I’ve let this beauty dangle long enough, time to boat this bass”. It is then he puts on his charade and the girl feels like she has won him… even thought all she has won is an asshole.<br /><br />Once you have gone down the path as a nice guy or a “listener” you can’t turn back. The girl will always go after the assholes because there are always nice guys there to listen. Once you realize that you are a “listener” you cant do anything about it… just pack up and close shop. There is no way you will get into her pants… ever. There is and never will be a situation where the nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. It just doesn’t work like that. The girl wont “come to her senses” and realize what an asshole her boyfriend is like in the movies… instead she will just go after another asshole, and unless you stop being a nice guy, she will never go after you. Women complain that there are no nice guys in the world. Right. They are obviously not looking hard enough because there are nice guys EVERYWHERE!!!! Girls aren’t looking for nice guys… they say they are but they’re not.<br /><br />They are looking for the perfect asshole, but there is NO SUCH THING as the perfect asshole. All in all, the nice guy gets the shaft. To all the girls out there with boyfriends that don’t treat you with respect, that don’t listen to you, and that don’t care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all.<br /><br />So their it is, girls need to notice whats infront of them.<br />this is a good song to end this post.<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/hmFT9bZ8ZyY"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/hmFT9bZ8ZyY" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br /><br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1158547528001741932006-09-17T19:27:00.000-07:002006-09-17T19:45:28.013-07:00One dayWell i decided to go see if i can trade in my car for something else just cause it was a gass guzzler. I went with karla so she can be my other person so i wouldnt feel the pressure from the sales person. So we head out and we go this big tent event just to see what it is about and the girl that we got was a pushy sales women, and karla and her did not seem to get along. It was pretty funny. Then we left that place and then we went to the dealer were my grandma and karla got their cars and had a good experiance and we ended up test driving a car and we both like it so we started the paper work. It took forever and my hand was sore after from signing so much paper. well here is the car that we got<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/RSX%20001.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/RSX%20001.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/RSX%20003.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/RSX%20003.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/RSX%20005.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/RSX%20005.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/RSX%20002.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/RSX%20002.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/RSX%20004.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/RSX%20004.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So now i have a new toy!!!<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1157873138517601252006-09-10T00:24:00.000-07:002006-09-10T00:25:38.520-07:00How hard can it be......Well that is the question i am asking myself, how hard is it to ask a girl out. Damn i am one of the most out going person some people know, I have been know to do some really crazy things and i am a blast to around. But when it comes to asking a girl out i become alittle kid that has all this shyness and my heart beats alittle faster,that i have no idea were it comes from i would like an answer to this if anybody has any idea or even had an answer. I have had my fair share of one nite stands but know i am getting tired of that, it has come time for me to find something or someone who cane settle me down.<br /><br />I guess it have reached this point after alot of soul searching but i am not desperate i know that i will find the right person sooner or later hopefully sooner, Well in brighter news i am enjoying my new job alot of fun and i enjoy working with all my new co-workers. And i really like this song by Panic! At The Disco I write sins not tragedies, and thanks to the wonderful folks at you tube i have the video<br /><br /><object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/hvp2e8s5spw"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/hvp2e8s5spw" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"></embed></object><br /><br />its a weird video but a good song.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1157427785806985762006-09-04T20:36:00.000-07:002006-09-04T20:47:23.936-07:00The Vma'sWow have they started to lose their touch i remember back in the day when people were all hyped about watching the VMAs, now adays people dont seem to care but i watched it. It was alright Jack Black wasnt as funny as i thought he could be and there was this annoying band that played everyonce in a while i wont even bother to try and spell their name.<br /><br />Well one of the good performances to me was the Justin Timberlake and thanks to youtube i have it for you and sidenote for Karla Nat Caro Joe he does the margartia i tould you guys it was goin to blow up.<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yddDUfXj-cA"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yddDUfXj-cA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />And the other one was the beyonce performance i dont know about the whole breaking it down part looks alot like a janet jackson thing.....<br /><br /><object height="350" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KqdWpPVTAvQ"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KqdWpPVTAvQ" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" height="350" width="425"></object><br /><br />Well those were the highlights of the vma for me.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1157084933718048962006-08-31T21:27:00.000-07:002006-08-31T21:28:56.740-07:00HitmanI have always have thought since i was a young boy that my grandmother was a hitwomen, but I am bored so i got my hit name<br /><br /><table style="border: 1px solid rgb(197, 197, 197); padding: 0px;" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" height="267" width="300"><tbody><tr><td height="50"><a href="http://www.biovox.com/generators/hitman.asp"><img src="http://www.biovox.com/generators/links/images/jpgHitManSmall.jpg" border="0" height="50" width="300" /></a></td></tr><tr><td><div align="center"><table id="table1" border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="80%"><tbody><tr><td colspan="2" height="35" valign="top"><p align="right"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;" >Fat Tony</span></p></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >People Iced:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Thirty Three</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Car Bombs Planted:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Six</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Favorite Weapon</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Rusty Chain</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Arms Broken:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Thirteen</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Eyes Gouged:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Thirty Two</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Tongues Cut Off:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Eight</span></td></tr><tr><td width="53%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Biggest Enemy:</span></td><td width="48%"><span style="color: rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:Verdana;font-size:78%;" >Cross-Eyed Chris</span></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" height="36" valign="bottom" width="100%"><p align="center"><b><span style=";font-family:Verdana;font-size:85%;" ><a href="http://www.biovox.com/generators/hitman.asp">Get Your HITMAN Name</a></span></b></p></td></tr></tbody></table></div></td><br /><br /></tr></tbody></table>Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1156143475391908962006-08-20T23:46:00.000-07:002006-08-20T23:57:55.410-07:00So muchWow so much has happened since my last post. The trip to new york was on of the most longest flights and days of my life and i tried to sleep but couldnt the ony way i could sleep was to basiclly pass out. That has changed i can go to sleep now, I have become so much more closer to my cousions (joe,nataly,caro) and my aunt(karla) i have realized that this instance in my life only happens once, and to live it up with the ones i love.<br /><br />Well to better news i have gotten a new job, sad to say that i am leaving Best Buy but i got another job offer at a place called Floor & Decor, it was mostly all about the fact that i wasnt happy anymore at BBY and the fact that i am gettin a nice raise too, but it mostly has to do with the fact that i was not happy with my current spot and needed a change, and this change is a good one and it is a alot of stress relief.<br /><br />I have seen snake on a plane, and to my surprise it was a good movie that if people must see cause it has some funny parts and some serious parts.<br /><br />Well that is all for one post i will hopefully post again soon.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1153630763919358112006-07-22T21:37:00.000-07:002006-07-22T21:59:23.936-07:00R.I.PWell today has been a long and stressful and tear filled day, because my dear viejo has passed away at the wonderful age of 92.<br /><br />I was in complete shock when i got the fateful text message from Karla that he had passed, i immedietly left work and went home to meet my grandmother and karla and my other aunt elisa and her husband abner, it was the quitest i have ever heard my house.<br /><br />Well everyone comes over to my house and it is just hugs kisses and tears and talking very low and quiet, but as my tio geno kept putting it we have to celebrate the good things in his life and to not remence on the bad. Well we all are going to new york to say our proper goodbye, and to wish him a safe trip to the spot that he has earned in heaven cause he worked hard and never quit.<br /><br />R.I.P Juan De Jesus<br />July 22,2006Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1153184550099770402006-07-17T18:02:00.000-07:002006-07-17T18:10:39.140-07:00Try to make peace Come more RAGE AND ANGER!Wow when you try to put your own ego aside cause you want to solve a problem, and the other side of the equation is not willing too it is hard. And it is really hard when 5 people have to put their ego's aside, espcially under the circumstances. That my viejito is dying and this ass hole dose not want to resolve this is stupid cause he is not "WRONG" yeah he is wrong we could have drug this out much longer but we were goin to end this.<br /><br />So today i am at work enjoying my day. When i recive a phone call from my friend B he tells me that a friend of mine has talked to Bitch Boy, and that he felt that he had done nothing wrong and that we had disrespected him and his wife. No time have we ever disrespected them infront of the family but we have in between us 5 but that is as far as it would go. So i really dont understand how we disrespected him when they were the ones to start putting peoples buisness out in public. Well that is my rant and rave for the day.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1152865120273986272006-07-14T01:18:00.000-07:002006-07-14T01:31:02.710-07:00Its Goin Down!!For some reason i really like that song but as it says its is goin down this has to end. All of it has to end for all of our emotional and mental well being it has to end. And it will. Im too tired from what has happened today to even know what to think or to write. It is all to much its all comeing apart. ARRRRGGGHHHH, and the only thing that is saving xavier from me goin to his house and beating the living shit out of him is out of respect for mama and papa other than that its all over and nothing can save him. All i feel right know anger so i am goin to bed.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1152609527338092382006-07-11T02:12:00.000-07:002006-07-11T02:18:47.350-07:00Pandoras BOXWell everyone knows the story so I wont go over it. But a certain person but one of my cousin's personal situations out their and this said person is already on none speaking or hanging out with terms and it is funny how he thinks he has a lot of dirt on us but he doesn't. LOL it makes me smile and evil little smile. But since he wants to go spreading other peoples business out their he will have to feel the rath of his and his wives pandoras box cause we have more on them than they have on us. So I guess this has escalated but we all felt that something was going to happen with this situation to make it worse. And poof their it is, I really hate it when those feelings are right. Well I always seem to find some time at nite to post know, good nite and good luck.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1152168845340821292006-07-05T23:42:00.000-07:002006-07-06T00:00:51.280-07:00CommunicationWow what a week it has been I have been working for 9 days straight and I have Friday Saturday off WOOT.<br /><br />But during this crazy week I have learned some new things.... From my aunt jacinta who had some good stories to tell about the good ol' days. Then we had a nice conversation in the conoco parking lot were I learned and figured some stuff out and understood why some people did certain things and I was not trying to pick on this person I was just trying to see why they reacted in such a way. And after our conversation it all made sense cause we had Communication and I understood why and for what reason it happened, and I am sorry to the people that were around me that nite I had a lot of things about work that I know don't invole any of you and am sorry I couldn't discuss and was really tired so I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings cause I care about all of you. So I can just hope that this awkwardness know between us can go away and we can be ONE. So I am off to bed cause I have to be at work sooon for my last day before two days off. Much love to the people I love and would never want to hurt cause they mean so much to me.<br /><br />5Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1150788329107021012006-06-19T23:58:00.000-07:002006-06-21T07:40:22.343-07:00Dead WeightWow this has been a crazy week for me cause so much stuff has been going on that it feels weird to get some of this <span style="font-weight: bold;">DEAD WEIGHT</span> off me cause it was only holding me back, but I will say that it hurt to let go of this <span style="font-weight: bold;">DEAD WEIGHT</span> cause it was close to me and I trusted and believed in it but it let me down in the end, choosing a ..... Over family really hurts and it hurts that everyone that came out here saw that some people have changed for the worst. And if anyone knows me I don't like to sulk in things for too long I just get over it and go in life but this really keeps me coming back..... Which I guess is why it hurts so Bad, but sides have been chosen and when it is all said and done the damage that this has cause can not be taken back no matter what this person says or dose but when ...... Leaves him none of his friends or family will be their when he comes for support it will not be their because sides have been chosen and that is how it is meant to be. It really sucks that our family has to go through this shit cause we are so tight.<br /><br />It really hurt me to have to put up a fake face in-front of the family that was here for my aunt Jacintas 60th b-day because it was suppose to be a joyful time were all the family would get together and enjoy the short time that we have together because who knows when we will be all back together....And to enjoy each other company's, but their had to be drama surrounding the good time and it hurt......To have to put on a front that I was not feeling cause that was not me and I just wanted to scream what I had to say but I guess not cause I know that this was all meant to be and that "Karma is a Bitch" and it will come right back at you when your world starts to crumble you don't know were to look or to go that's when you have hit rock bottom and have nobody left to turn too.....But it was fun to get to hang out with all my cousin's at one time that I hadn't seen forever.... And it was fun having cousin bonding time at Abner and Elisa house I found out some stuff about my cousin's I didn't know. All in all this week was really weird cause it was filled with so much emotion and hate towards one individual that it was crazy good thing the family didn't see the behind the scene action and I am happy about that because it would have ruined a great time over some stupid shit.<br /><br />So It feels good to get rid of some <span style="font-weight: bold;">DEAD WEIGHT</span> and I hope he never ever contacts me again cause the time for reconciliation is over and know it is time to stand behind what you said even if it was in anger or rage those words should never be said to your family members ever because it doesn't take to long to say them but they will never be forgotten......I'm sorry about the post being so down and in the gutter but I need to get this off my chest and it will clear the air for some confusion if you can put it all together cause it is a big puzzle.<br /><br />Having true cousions you can trust is the best thing in the world.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1136272231935556582006-01-02T22:44:00.000-08:002006-01-02T23:10:31.950-08:00WOW WHAT A YEAR 2005 WAS!!!well i havent been posting much cause of what has happened.<br /><br />Well on december 11th,2005 i was on my way to go meet up with some co-workers for and after work dinner and on my way i was in an accident,this was a 4 car accident it involed me, a civic, a mini-van,and a blazer, which the driver that caused it was DRUNK!I would explain better but it would take too long. Well i was ok that first nite but then the next day i was hurting in the ribs and so i went to the ER and they said i had Bruised Ribs. So i get home and rest for the next two days. well i guess you guys want to see what the car looks like well here you go.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-27.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-27.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />this is kinda a whole view of the car. WERE THE HELL IS MY MIRROR!!!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-16.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-16.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Umm Door wont close nice.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-19.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-19.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ouch!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-22.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-22.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This Shows the bent Frame!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-18.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-18.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Another shot of the bent frame.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/1600/1-2-2006-26.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/5507/1159/320/1-2-2006-26.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />This just shows that i have someone elses lite in my fender wonder how that got their.<br /><br /> So yeah know i am waiting on her insurance to send me the money for the car, and probly the worst part was that i had just bought this car like a week earlier. So this is how my 2005 ended and i will hopefully get some new pictures of the car i am goin to buy.<br /><br />well everyone have a good 2006.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13266022.post-1134201588617145432005-12-09T23:55:00.000-08:002005-12-09T23:59:48.630-08:00OmG BLogwell it has been a long time since the last time i posted here. well alot of things have happened in my life. i know work at Best Buy i am a customer service rep. i also have a new car this one is not a POS this is actually a nice car. it is a 1994 acura integra ls 5sp. i will try to get pictures up soon. well i have meet a lot of new people working at my job it is a awsome job.<br />that is probly the biggest thing that has happend since i have been gone well other than that i am not goin to be able to go to my cousions wedding cause i cant take any days off since we are in the holiday time and they are blacked-out.<br />well i will try to at least post once a week to keep you people updated if anything happens welli am really tired so i am goin to bed talk to you guys later.Gabehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06752701026982598585noreply@blogger.com1